I can hear you, you know. I can hear how you're sawing how much I suck, but then trying to soften the insult by saying that I just started. So what if I had? I already know I suck, since I'm still trailing behind by a mile while everyone else is sitting back and resting after finishing. Hell, I wish I could even try to get as fast as the rest of you.

I look like I'm not taking it seriously? Are you serious, douchebag? I can't even rest, man. I don't have the stamina to last the first half, and I don't know how to rest while swimming without stopping. This might contradict myself, but really now. I can't breathe, my legs won't move, and my arms feel like they're going to snap. I can't try any harder or I'll drown. Got it?

I don't care if you tell me that I suck, because I know I do. Don't tell me I don't try.